save room.

save room for my love save room for a moment to be with me :D

john legend is the best. his music just makes you wanna fall in love. lol
im cheesy and like giggly when it comes to love. i think most girls are cause idk we're more "sensitive" than guys but i love edward so much cause hes sensitive like me and other ppl find it gay but i dont. i think that real men cry.

prom.

prom last night, june 4th 09 was so fucking fun. i danced with my boo, ed monsta! hes a slow grinder which i like. damn me and ed wanted to drink a lot before but we realize4d they told us that we cant drink or get high before prom
cause if we do and we get caugth we wont be able to go in or walk on graduation and to top it all off we had to have our parents pick us up fucked up and everything so we drank alil for alil buzz and left the bottle by some hydrin pump next to the club where prom was held, which by the way was such a nice place. ms dj was or paparatzie. lmao. ms greens hair looked oddeeeee good straight. she said there wont be another chance seeing her hair like that which kinda got me sad alil cause it just looked so nice.

the month of may so far.

okay. so todays royahs b-day and i didnt even go to school to see her but i did get her a gift and wrote her a letter expressing my thought and feelings of our bond. lol uhmm my friend kiaras bday is next week friday the 22nd. shes going to a lounge and im excited cause ive never gone to one for grown folks (18 or older). my friend nicole from junior high might come with too. but heres my reason for this blog, lately me and edward has been having some relationship issues. and it really gets to me when hes sad and mad at me. i cant take it. but idk when i get mad i just cant come down from it till he comes and comfurts me. idk. ima stubborn person and so is lalo so its hard to get over it when we bump heads. we argue but im sure its not as much as him and his ex. i love him. i do, but sometimes i get confussed and idk what to do. idk what to say enymore and what actions to take cause it might always be the wrong one. :( it makes me sad.

uhm?

idk what to type about maybe it'd be bout my flow how low i can drop a beat and crop some wheat no no i meant weed thats the shit some always need maybe me? who knows gee im so tight right now just like a wedgie my mind is low cause my brain is high. high in the sky on could nine did i cross the line oh no im about to cuase i have the itch to curse you .... out shout so loud be heard by this enormus crowd. sucker punch hate in the mutha fuckin mouth!


uhm. where did this come from?

from a deep abyss containing nothing but insanity and torture and dismemberment of ones body. i sound like ed gein of some shit lmfaoooooo.

what a creep.

im in starbucks right now. and theres some c reepy ass bitch no lie 2 feet away from me staring at me. and um im staring at her right back. im in like "hood" mode lmaoooo. j.p but seriously its anoyin when someone is staring at you madd fucking hard.

edward just told me that she is a creepy ass person and she used to work at his store, this one that im in right now, she was a slow ass worker and had a bitchy attitude according to edward. :D

ugh. shes madd scary looking too. its not even funny. she moved to go sit her fat ugly creepy ass down thank god far away from me. but im doing my project for health. about pcp. bbl(be back later)

glad to be...

shit! glad to be me! not tryna sound concieted but i think ima pretty cool person. i have friends, i think. lol


on the other hands. i do have ppl who hate me but who doesnt. theres always someone who wont like you. and for the stupid or just no reason at all.

hate kills. like so seriously cause people on forensic files who got murdered from a coworker who just simply doesnt like em'. theres are alot of fucking crazy ass psychotic people out there. and shit is crazy. i be madd scared when im walkin home late alone! shit, i hate it.

nice weather!

so, its madd nice out today and it will be for the next few days. 80 fucking degrees!

how fucking great is that its beach weather! i love the beach.


oh great news even more lol my hair is growing faster than i thought so yay me!
i love my long locks! lol

iight so im in funk.

she got an attitude that makes you wanna beat the shit outta her.
she got the body thats makes you wanna loose weight.
she got the smile that makes you wanna brush better.
she got the style that makes you wanna spend more time on your look.

shes just the reck that helps you keep your life on track.


ive lost a bad friend. nothing good. so it really doesnt bother me.

my opinion on....the extra pounds around nyc.

fat people ("they"); see if i wrote a satire about fat people for ms. DeJayne's id just be writing what i truly feel, sometimes. loll

so let me get this out already; seeing extremely heavy unhealthy people just makes me get chills. don't get me wrong there plenty of reasons why someone gets fat.

1.slow metabolism
2.eating problems away
3.greedy mother fuckers wanna eat everything

i mean; dont get me wrong i can be greedy too, fuck it i am.
but i mean, im greedy when im hungry im not greedy all the time! jeez.

now, let me talk about public wise; i hate when "they" see small seat space on the bus/train and still try to fit their fat asses, dont they know they are not gonna fit!!
ugh!!! i hate when they eat in public too, mostly when they eat like slobs!!!!
drooling everywhere slurping and having madd sauce/mayo or w.e all over their face.
man does that get me o.deee grossed out. usually i would watch someone eat if they eat funny or something but fat people just stare at me when i hate even alil ass candy bar in my hand or lollipop! lmao FEANS!


am i being a bitch? idk but this is just how i feel sometimes. i cant help it.