friends

its been awhile since ive written to you, blogger.

but heres whats been on my mind lately,
FRIENDS!

the "real" ones, the fake ones, the conceited ones, the virgin ones, the promiscuis* ones, the self concious ones, the pretty ones, the pretty ugly ones and etc.

the list can go on and on. ive been through alotta friends and people to kinda know the certian "types". but im the lucky one cause im stuck with a conceited, promiscuis*, loud, bitchy one.
cathy is her name, dont get me wrong shes cool, and has been good to me at times. but lately ive been starting to notice more and more how rude and bitchy she can be. damn can she talk alot too, and guess whats her favorite topic, HERSELF. it wouldnt bother as much if it was something im into too, but when conversation continues about fucking someone(new or old), getting fucked up(then & now), drama(new or old) and not bout something i would be into too or even care bout, it kinda makes me wanna tape your mouth shut and have my peacefull time of no cathys voice. lmao. do you think thats hurtful? but ill get to hurting feelings as a topic later. but as for now im going to continue.

gosh. idk i wonder if we will even be friends when high school will be over. hmmm its somthing to think about, but i doubt it. cause our freindship is drifting like mines and royahs, shes the one whose left the circle of mine. she (im talkin bout royah now) is always saying she doing college shit. like everytime i talk to her it would be about her doing college shit. ugh. c'mon. or it would be bout some boy shes talkin to and suppose to chill with and they end up neva hangin out cause her mom keeps her on lock. lately its probly changed but idk. i rarely speak to her, and when we do speak, now, our convos are as dry as an ashy elbow. shit was just not working.

but damn, mojitos. they completely got pushed another direction from me. but its good. cause no drama in my life and i have fun with lalo, and its not like hes the only one i chill with, as everyone else cathy royah jitos say. but even when i wasnt with edward nobody really hti me up and shit to chill. but the one time they did is the time when i had plans, good as plans. lol

there was other people from back in the day, like krystal, nicole, ashely, melissa, ariella(10th grade). but all these just left my cirle for the reason of either we went to different high schools, arguementative relationship, or i was just simply cooler(this goes for ariella).

ariella, the gunkemo aka gothic punk emo, oh my gosh. murder me now. that bitch is stupid. well when we were friends she was. idk bout now, we dont talk. but she used to cry about the stupidest shit ever. she used to label herself as a "cutter". ok, whateva floats your boat but let there be a serious reason to do some next crazy stupid shit like that. it be about her mom yelling at her or her "boy friend" braking or cheating on her. DUH!!! what the fuck do you expect when you consider someone youve only met, talk to, show pictures of each other online, AND they like across the fucking globe. thats fucking ridiculous if you ask me and if you dont im still gonna say it.
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but damn theres so many dumb ass, rude, inconciderate mother fuckers in my school and i just cant wait till i fucking leave this shitty ass school and move on with my fun exciting good life with lalo and my family. shittt. niggas needa learn out to grow up in that school, thats just it. but enywho. im taking a fucking break from this so ims just brb :] getting some fresh air.